yea, i think it all starts 2day.

well, its been about a week. this is what im on. in psychology,they teach us that body language is 80% of all communication. so what is that say about actually speakin? i figured it out, i dont need 2 talk, shit, hell, niggas aint listenin noways. i dont think im an unreasonable person. i dont really think that people are 2 concernd wit me neways, so ill play my position. strong silent type. i was never tha type 2 call people out their names, or tell them tha wrong direction if i didnt know ne better. i really dont argue points i dont know nething about.. makes me wonder y people dont listen. o well, i know how 2 solve all this. stop talkn. it only represents a small part of communication neways. so folks, understand 1 thing, dont take it personal, talkn is overrated. maybe if i stop talkn, people will hear me more. this world is so backwards. as 4 me, there's a sandford n son marathon on. thats whats up! until i find sumthin 2 blog about, peace.

well, 2day was a good day. got 2 go hang in tha welfare building all morning. that was fun. ran into old skool mates from webster. i trully njoyd myself. had a couple shots of whiskey wit my new partners at "roadrunners". oh yea, i will b hangin wit them when i get this shit off my leg. i was only there 4 a sec, had 2 get back home, feds dont play! it was all good til i got a call bout my son,"fatboy". this lil nigglet, dont wnt 2 do his math homework. we've had alot of talks about skool and lies. these r tha only things, really, that will get ur ass whooped. all my kids know this. so when they violate, i dont spare tha rod. tha sad part about all of this? "fatboy" looks xactly like his dad. our baby pics r identical. he thinks skool is a place 4 social acceptance. i think we all went thru it at some point, but this dude here, his first reaction is tell a lie. so, me bein me, i let him dig his on grave, then murder him. he always tries 2 offer some lame-ass xcuse that has nothing 2 do wit tha problem at hand, like his misdirection is goin 2 confuse me. i really think that he gets away wit this tactic wit his mom, so he thinks hes some sort of jedi. when he goes into his act, i jus stop him in his tracks. his favorite line, "i dont know". pretty soon i think he will be stayin wit me. all of them come and stay around 12 or 13. so he tryin 2 come early. 4 now, hes here on tha weekend. we got lots of make up homework 2 do, so ill get at yall later.

i saw this episode of cheaters 2day and i had 2 put it down. this is tha funniest shit i seen all day. tha thing that moved me so much was that she spit in his face! nasty! me? i wudv killed tha bitch in front of tha whole world. big mama said," im cumn 4 ya, im cum 4ya!" halarious!

first of 48, pay attention.

well people, i been doin a lil reading lately. im deep into this book, or shud i say manual, 48 laws of power!

first law, never outshine tha master.
always make those above you feel comfortably superior. in your desire 2 please or impress them,do not go 2 far in displaying your talents or you might accomplish the opposite- inspire fear and insecurity. make your masters appear more brilliant than they are and you will attain tha heights of power.

this is tha first installment. i will bring you all tha laws as i learn about them, and give u xamples from my life. even tho im trapped in a corner rite now, i will have power again. so 2 all u haters out there plottin on tha kid, wait til i blow, yall really gon hate me! alphabet boys not gon giv me life, so i will b back.

well, im back!!!

well folks, i finally made it back 2 tha keyboard. 2day startd out fuckd up. 5am, phone jumpin off tha hook. my grandma cryin, granddad stop breathin! well, me bein on house arrest, i cant do shit. cant evn leave 2 go c whats up. so i feel like shit 4 tha most part. "refugee" calld. she is so funny. i love her. she always keep it 200. u gota respect that. she aint sugar-coatn nothin. neways, we chat a lil, she xpresses her sympathy 4 "pops", then we part ways. "baby gangsta" spose 2 b comn 2 see me. im jus sittn here watchn tru tv. i love this channel. i really dont feel 2 hot bout life rite now, but i know that god is really testn my faith. i will keep tha faith. my head has been hurtn since my grandma calld. im really tryin not 2 stress, but its hard. along wit tha trials n tribulations of life, i got these legal probs. gota stay strong. on top of all that, evry mothafucka got jokes when it cums 2 this fed shit. i really dont see tha humor in it. dont they understand that prison is not a nice place? i did 3 years 4 tha state back in 2002. i guess erbody think they can joke about it, cuz im tha type of guy that wud rather laugh than cry. they jus dont know that im cryin inside. niggas go 2 tha joint erday. guess people get desensitive 2 ur feelns when its like that. what im gon do? im gon chill, play games, love my family, n clean out my closet. its situations like this that shows u who ur real friends r. i aint trippn tho, im tha only child. im use 2 bein alone. im all fuckd up rite now. ill try n find sumthing else 2 blog about later, til then, peace.

so far, so.............?

well people, 2day was a good day. i finally got a few hours sleep. like 4. thats major 4 me since tha feds let me go. still was up by 8. im likin 2day cuz i got sumthn 2 drank. now thats whats up! special shout 2 "mini-me". actually holdn ya boy down while i got tha alphabet boys in my bizzness. neways, ya boy bout 2 lean back! mayb ill get a full 8hrs 2nyt. i really jus been chillin. nnjoyin my family. im learnin 2 appreci8 them more. im happy. i been surfin tha web a lil tryn 2 find sum nterestn subjects. i came across sum shit that i found disturbn. i want 2 pose a ques. 2 tha world. do u think that Jay-z is part of tha illuminati? judge 4 urself.

dysfunctional family!!

Well, first off, my day was goin good. had a good meetn with tha lawyer. sounds hopful. 4th amendment! then.....tt called from down yonder. her kids, which r my 1st cuzns, r wearin her thin and it hurts me bad. now this is my 2nd mama. when they have her cryin, i wanta go whoop they ass, but as u all know, i cant leave tha house, much less, state lines, so im stuck wit jus tha idea. i dont like seein my mamas hurt. now i know that sum of yall dont kno me, but if u fuck wit either 1 of these women, i will kill! aint enuff tym left on tha planet 2 stop me from doin it if u fuck up. i jus cant understand how niggas, real niggas, let niggas hit they mama. my uncl is a world class woman beater. thats his m.o. this nigga beats his woman, thats got grown ass men 4 sons. like i told her sons, if sum1 hit my mama, whoa! im gon snap. y is it that he cant understand y they want 2 tear his head off.? he mus b retarded. as u can c, my day was a lil stressful. i jus hope i beat this fed case. o yea, i am goin all tha way wit it, no plea. jury trial! neways, im not feeln 2 good these days. 1 thing that did make me feel good 2day was "baby gangsta" came 2 see me. until later, peace.

MINDFREAK!!!

criss is tha truth! i dont know how, but damn! dude must b a demon or sumthing.

OFFICER RICKY!!!!

now check this out, if u dont kno by now, i roll wit tha general.

heres sum footage of ya boy, officer ricky is at it again. along wit bein a bad liar, sucka 4 luv, and a dead beat dad, tha mothafucka cant evn walk straight.

"refugee" hit me up this am wit her favorite rappers clumsy antics. man, 50 has alrdy ended yo career, lay it down. go take care of yo kids nigga! im broke and i take care of mine. spend tym if u dont wnt 2 spend money. i dont understand these lame-ass niggas. "u tha biggest drug dealer in miami", but u dont take care of yo family? NEGRO PLEEZ!!!

well folks,thank tha almighty 4 antha day. meteor aint killd us yet. man, you know im gon b up in this bitch bored, rite?
so im watchn maury.... u r tha baby daddy! lil black ass ugly duckling, showin her tru nature. y do black folks get nfront of a camera n act a damn fool! if u ask me?(i know u didnt ask, but hey...) shits sad 2 me. jus further proof that we all aint got 2 much tym left. so make sure u thank tha man.

tha general is at it again!

this is halarious! fat joes rap career is over!

free atlast!

well folks, sorry 4 tha delay, but when ur in tha custody of tha feds, cant blog.
yea, u heard correct, FEDS! on sunday tha 27th, tha ATF, thats right folks, ATF! never thot that i wud b nvolvd wit tha damn feds. this shit is crazy. i guess its all part of that streetlife. I QUIT! real estate is tha next hustle. soon as i get past this bullshit. yes, believe me, im goin 2 fight! so if i lose, see yall in a few years. these mothafuckas is not playin. well, im gon get my mind 2gethr, and try 2 entertain u people. til later, peace! atleast they let me out. rite!