dont push me, cuz im close 2 tha edge, im tryin not 2......

Good morn people. me? jus thankn tha lord that im breathn. gotta giv thanx. neways, yrsterday was aight. went down by "2nd n lane", as tha "refugee" wud put it. hung out wit tha young people. aint nothin happnin. holla at my folks then im out. cant do 2 mch, feds in my bizzness n i dont work wit police, so, best 2 ride alone. shit, im use 2 it, been alone most my life. so, had a shot, on top of 2bars of xanax, like whoa! so yall know i went n sat my ass down. im goin 2 start havn a camera wit me as i roll so yall can get a feel of sum of tha shit i see. guess ill b doin alot of bloggin. guess ill try 2 keep up wit current events, cuz my life has becum quite borin. also, "refugee", i saw ur lil blog, i see u, i see u. keep doin what u do. o yea, "nunu and tha beautician", love yall 2 death! u always hold me down, uncondionally! 4 that, i got u! 4life.without my family, i wounld have shit. neways, im high. also, "bessie bug", big up son!!



now these r tha type of niggas that work 4 tha police. startd workin wit tha feds since 93. brothas of tha struggle, heres 1 of tha reasons yall went down. i feel 4 u. these snitch ass niggas need 2 get a wack cross tha head when he get 2 tha joint. he need it. die snitch die!

i hate tha police!!!!!!!

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THIS JUST FURTHER LETS U KNOW.............. FUCK THA POLICE!!!
THANK YOU ICE CUBE N N.W.A

HATERS!!!!!

THA SONG SPEAKS 4 ITSELF. CUDOS, JIGGA! U AND KANYE PUT OUT A CLASSIC.

well, seems like erbody want 2 see if ill do it.......

here we go again.... i really dont think people hear me, or is it that they dont want 2. either way, im fuckin tired!!! tired of it all. i wish i was havin sum bread rite now, id get my ass on that hyway n hit town, fast! but as we all know, haters, haters, haters. why i got so many, baffles me. all i do is show love. i aint never told on a nigga, a day in my lyf. believe me, i got dirt on niggas. im talkn dirt. 6 ft in tha dirt, rite. but neways, i dont operate wit tha police, so what do u do? i got a good support system wit my mom n kids. a few friends, not many, but i cant play in tha street nemore. haters, im bout 2 change games. 1 thing, if i find out that this nigga is workin wit tha feds, o boy, its gonna get hot. now, that brings me back 2 people who dont here me. ussually, i wont speak on issues, if i dont know what im talkn bout, not argue. why wont they take heed, evn tho ive proved my point tym n tym again? sad. then hate cuz i shine. jealousy n envy breeds hate. i refuse 2 hate(til i find out who tellin) ne1. this is my thing, i will continue 2 show love, n u, ull continue 2 hate. hate me! n tha words of tha gr8 diddy,... die motherfucka die! i wont stop now! u can hate me now!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1I0I151Z7Kk

jus my opinion

OFFICER RICKY! this dumbass nigga still fallen 4 tha okie-doke. Man, get yo job back wit tha DOC. This fat mothafucka!!! He aint learnd shit from 50 fuckin his bm. o yea, this post is 4 "refugee". thanx 4 all tha good advice 2day.

events 4 2day

yo people, i almost 4got what an eventful day i had. naw, 4real, i didnt do 2 much. had argument wit "refugee" this am. seems she got alil jealous cuz she thot i was checkn 4 "med gap", plus its been a min since i was on tha hoe strole. so this show of effection was shockin. i love her tho, she always keep it hot. she got over it rather quikly once she realized that "med gap" was old news. neways, nothin like ole "refugee". also, put tha word out that if people wont listen, then y talk? if i continue 2 b unheard of, i will go mute. i know its gonna take alot, but hey.... rite now, at tha crib wit fam. "tha boss n mini-me 1" watchin sum garbage. me, im tellin my story. i guess tha real hi-lite of tha day was "tha golden child" called me! i was geekd, none tha less. we xchangd love u's and miss u's, i almost cried. 4real, im a real live gangsta n dont cry! theres a few more colorful characters around. i will update u as we progress. neways, im at tha crib chillin. o yea, "heartless asshole" txtd me 2day. play 2 much. well thats it 4 2day. check out that new 50 4real.

jus my opinion.

50 at his best! old man hov dont want it! ggggg-unit!!!!

jus my opinion.

this is tha gerneral at his best, i love this song. dont get me wrong hova is hot, but ya boy fif! fire!!

first day, get ready.

Well, here we go. First day of the rest of this life. 2day was a lil boring, sat around most of tha day. ignored tha phone all day. my life is pretty much fucked up at this point. it all startd at tha age of 14. couldnt follow tha boss' rules, so i had 2 hit tha bricks. first bad descision, hookd up wit "casper tha evil ghost". i startd 2 get n2 all types of shit. i was basiclly homeless. so i move my dumbass in wit tha ghost. of course, tyms is hard, so you know wer i went..........................? 2 tha street. first real crime i committd was breakin in2 a record store a friend of mine workd in. it was an inside job. we came away wit 3000 cash! i had jus turned 15. guess what i went and bought? dope and pistols! tha ghost was pregnant wit my son freckles. i stayd wit her 6years. we had 2 more girls, "mini-me 1 n 2". moms was in skool gettn her shit 2gether. i was in tha street, gettn my shit 2gether, i guess. neways, tha ghost and i broke up hatin 1anotha. it was a mess.
bad descision #2, while playin in tha street i run n2 babymama #2, tina turner. first of all, she was 15, i was 22. i know, i know,......r. kelly. neways, she lied about her age and i fell 4 it. by tha tym i found out how old she was, she was 3months pregnant wit "ups man". i was grindn good, so i took tina under my wing. her mama was on drugs, so she didnt care, plus i had work, moms loved me. we ended up bein 2gether 10years and had 2 more kids. "fatboy n baby gangsta". in tha middle of all this, i met "tha money bag". im so caught up in tha money, that i ended up knockin her up wit"tha golden child". we stayd 2gether jus a couple of years. alot of problems, so we ended on a bad note. this is jus a synopsis of how my adult life startd. i got alot 2 say, so eventually itll all come 2 tha light. let me tell yall this, as part of 2days installment, my folks "refugee"made sure that i got my foodstamps. i love u girl! now a nigga can eat good! o yea, b4 i 4get, i was talkn 2 this chick "medium gap". people, this bitch is thick, cute, n black as a motherfucker! really, i could take this bitch 2 moms, but she been gettn on my nervs. bitch gettn 2 emotional. i know my penis has her "dickmotized", but damn!! calm down!! we only friends, remember? i dont wanta blow my own horn, but........... i am good in bed. well im gettn sleepy, ill have more about my life 2mro. remember, COME BACK!