first day of tha week.

its sunday, yay! another fuckd up day in tha neighborhood. me, still on house arrest, bout 2 snap. neways, twitter is tha dumbest shit ever. i guess i jus dont get it, so i say, "fuck it"! neways, jus sittn here watchn scary movies. im really not scared, but hey, sumbody is scared of this shit. folks, this is day 2 of my vow of silence. ive only been communicating via txt, and blog. my phone has not rang but twice in 3days. if u wanta holla, txt me. im so fuckin serious! i think alot of people mistake my kindness and lightheartedness for a weakness. im really gon change tha way people see me. my new outlook on life, im done bein labeld. im almost 2 tha point of fuck all yall. i keep gettn pushd, evn tho im alredy on edge. i dont think im being taken seriously. its sad at this point. im jus tired. i guess i been a certain way so long, its hard 4 people 2 see me ne other way. guess what folks, time 4 a change. ive always done things tha way people xpectd me 2. not nemore. im not a womanizer, im not a male whore, im not a drug dealer. these r all labels that ive carried wit me since a teen. im done, so done. i alredy see how people treat me different jus bcuz im startin a transition from boy 2 man. some call it a pivotal turn. others call it mid-life crisis. me, im jus tired. sum dont get it, sum do. whatevr tha case, get ready 4 a new me. if u cant roll wit me, get ready 2 get rolld ovr.